FRAVÆR I MIN EGEN NÆRE VIRKELIGHED

Reality has hit me in the head and awakened me from the naive & easy world of dreams. It has made it necessary once again to relate to the more complicated aspects in the time of being; there's no other way out of the problems than to take a stand and relate to them. It's time for me to find a solution and it's time for me to act. The economic situation is getting even worse around the world and I seem to complain about mine as well. But who am I to blame, but myself? People are loosing there jobs while they have a family to support and their hopes have the shape of empty bottles and cans (thrown into recycle bins placed outside our house on a Wednesday evening). I live my life as I want to and I seem to spend more & more money on stuff such as clothes (and as admitted the other day; lots of glasses) and books and music and art and alcohol at festive occasions. I want to; travel across the world, go to school, get an apartment and do things that challenge me and push me to the edge. Right now - what challenges me the most - is my lack of $$$$$$$$ combined with my desires.